Month One.
Hi Mommy!
I am only 3/4 of an inch long.
But I have all my organs.
I love the sound of your voice.
Every time I hear it,
I wave my arms and legs.
The sound of your heart beat
Is my favorite lullaby.
Month Two. Mommy,
Today I learned how to suck my thumb.
If you could see me
You could definitely tell that I am a baby.
I’m not big enough to survive outside my home though.
It is so nice and warm in here.
Month Three.
You know what Mommy,
I’m a girl!
I hope that makes you happy.
I always want you to be happy.
I don’t like it when you cry.
You sound so sad.
It makes me sad too,
And I cry with you even though
You can’t hear me.
Month Four.
Mommy,
My hair is starting to grow.
It is very short and fine
But I will have a lot of it.
I spend a lot of my time exercising.
I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes
And stretch my arms and legs.
I am becoming quite good at it too.
Month Five.
You went to the doctor today.
Mommy, he lied to you.
He said that I’m not a baby.
I am a baby, Mommy, your baby.
I think and feel.
Mommy, what’s abortion?
Month Six.
I can hear that doctor again.
I don’t like him.
He seems cold and heartless.
Something is intruding my home.
The doctor called it a needle.
Mommy what is it? It burns!
Please make him stop!
I can’t get away from it!
Mommy! Help me!
Month Seven.
Mommy,
I am okay.
I am in Allah’s arms.
He is holding me.
He told me about abortion.
Why didn’t you want me, Mommy?
This blog tells about the soliloquy of a young girl, and her life in adolescence. I've decided to use English in my posts, since my mom has been nagging me to start practicing my English. So I said, "Why not start a blog?"
Hi, I'm Faiza and I prefer to be called "Fira." That's what they've been calling me since I was a kid.
Writing is a place to find comfort, a place where my endorphins are being released, a place where my zen moment works best. It's just one of the things that makes me happy :)
In this blog, you will find posts about my interest in beauty and how I see life in general. You can read my published Female Daily articles on the link below as well.
Hope you guys find it enjoyable to follow my life journey! Cheers!!
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