My Digital Journal

I was so happy when I found out that the blog I made in high school is still accessible. I have spent few minutes scrolling through this blog, reminiscing the good old times, and realizing how silly I was back then. I suddenly came up with an idea, "Why not start writing again?"

It's been quiet a long time since I didnt post anything here. Guess what?? I went to KIMCHI live in Jakarta last June, and Super Junior was one of the guest stars!! Along with Girl's Day, Park Jungmin, and The Boss. It was an unbelievable yet intriguing experience through my 16 years of living. Full of joy and excitement. I was super hysteric when Suju came up on the stage, and I was so happy that I got to see their performances live! You know what, I couldn't sleep very well the next 3 days, and I still have final exams going on at school at that time. I'm not complaining though, at least I get to know how the so called "post-concert withdrawal symptoms" feels like.

When I first got into Super Junior, it was you that I first became attracted to. You got a really wonderful voice and a gorgeous look. As time goes by, I finally knew that you have a great personality. Especially when I watched one of the EHB episodes  about archery, I saw how determined you are to finish the task and hit the target. Then my love for you increased. You always inspire me to never give up. You are super genius too, the master of math. You trained for 3 months while the others take at least one year before debuted.

To my one and only GAEMGYU HAPPY BIRTHDAY! 

xoxo, you-may-not-know-this-yet-but-your-future-wife:

Faiza Ufaira Yusuf

"Everyone has that special band that brings them to tears. That band that they’d follow across the universe if ever possible. That band that helped them through those hard times that it was almost as if they had been sitting next to you the whole time, holding your hand. Everyone has that band that has left such an impression that it’d take years to ever forget them. We all have that band that made such a difference in our lives that not one person on this Earth would understand it." - Alex William Gaskarth

Well I'm biased. Why do I like Super Junior? Because they give me endless happiness.  
When you are biased, you know whose best.

(start playing: "Regina Spektor -Hero") Summer invites Tom to a party at her apartment. He expects to reconcile with Summer at the party, but sees that she is wearing an engagement ring. He becomes even more depressed, only leaving his apartment for alcohol and junk food. After quitting the greeting card company while with a hangover. Tom decides to return to his original field and applies for architecture jobs. 

I've watched 500 days of summer countless of times, it's been almost a year. 

Growing old is mandatory, growing up is optional

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I made a list, a list of what I'm gonna achieve this year. 

What I really want are : TALLER AND SMARTER.

 
Month Two.
Mommy,
Today I learned how to suck my thumb.
If you could see me
You could definitely tell that I am a baby.
I’m not big enough to survive outside my home though.
It is so nice and warm in here.

Month Three.
You know what Mommy,
I’m a girl!
I hope that makes you happy.
I always want you to be happy.
I don’t like it when you cry.
You sound so sad.
It makes me sad too,
And I cry with you even though
You can’t hear me.

Month Four.
Mommy,
My hair is starting to grow.
It is very short and fine
But I will have a lot of it.
I spend a lot of my time exercising.
I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes
And stretch my arms and legs.
I am becoming quite good at it too.

Month Five.
You went to the doctor today.
Mommy, he lied to you.
He said that I’m not a baby.
I am a baby, Mommy, your baby.
I think and feel.
Mommy, what’s abortion?

Month Six.
I can hear that doctor again.
I don’t like him.
He seems cold and heartless.
Something is intruding my home.
The doctor called it a needle.
Mommy what is it? It burns!
Please make him stop!
I can’t get away from it!
Mommy! Help me!

Month Seven.
Mommy,
I am okay.
I am in Allah’s arms.
He is holding me.
He told me about abortion.
Why didn’t you want me, Mommy?

Every abortion is just…

One more heart that was stopped.

Two more eyes that will never see.

Two more hands that will never touch.

Two more legs that will never run.

One more mouth that will never speak.

If you’re against abortion, repost.

his voice is as cute as his face